I want to help, but you seem like you dont want it, maybe you dont think ill understand, maybe i will, maybe i wont. but its worth a shot. all i can do is try, and you may be lost, but as you should know, theres aways a way out of the dark woods, even if it means using the tools around you, let me be your compass, and let me help you find your way out and be happy again. because thats all i want.

Look into my eyes, i still cry.

"i love you"
Is what u always said,
But yet your the reason
I still cry before bed.

Remembering the pain
The violence,
The screaming, yelling,
I cant get it to silence.

The things ive hid,
Behind this smiling face,
Did u ever think,
"put myself in her place."

Did u ever care?
You said you had,
Your actions say different,
They still make me sad.

Did you ever look into my eyes?
So scared, afraid, and alone?
You always wondered why i was gone,
And i knew u were home.

One day you'll get it,
And you'll finally learn,
Hopefully before its too late,
Before you end up making it my turn.

Thoughts of the broken hearted

U dont get it,
When i say those 3 words,
It means ill never stop,

Even if i see it,
Increase faster and faster,
And fall from the top.

Its the most hardest,
and most frustrating thing,
Ive ever felt before.

To love,
And been loved,
And to have to love no more.

It wont go away,
So simple and fast,
Like a finger snap.

I still need a way,
To get away and leave,
From this cold and lonely trap.

"itll go away,"
"it just takes time,"
Is what they all have said.

But how long must i wait,
In coldness and sadness,
Before u leave my head.

And its been this way,
Lonelyness and sadness,
Ever since we parted.

And u left me wondering,
And thinking,
Thoughts of the broken hearted.